Monday Sept. 18th. 20:30 hours
Subject: Brian and Kevin.
The tax attorney that I had contacted yesterday called my office back today, while I was on a tow call, and left a message, which to say the least was a little embarrasing for me because I didn't want my employer to know what I was doing and because it would possibly raise questions concerning me leaving for this trip.
Basically the message stated that he did not have the means to handle "fee's" (meaning from the fund, for me and Brian and our expences) and he did not know of any other attorney that could do this either. It seems that finding someone to handle any of this right away, at least some one with a law back ground is not going to happen right away.
Based on what Brian and I discussed after the most recent Dream Talk recording/broadcast this evening Brian has placed his faith that the current fund could be used without going through the process of making it any more legal than what it already is. Basically the fund will be used to help search for and possibly locate missing/abducted children, with the first being Madelene MacCann. I found a website that may be able to help us. I am going to contact www.501c3.org
and see what they can do.
I don't think I should go with Brian because I may lose my job in the process. Too bad because i have never met Brian in the flesh as of yet. On another note...
I had a dream recently that I was with Brian and a little girl in another country or "place", and I don't know where it was. I will say that we we're all walking on a cobble stone street of some kind and that there were old buildings, like in Italy maybe, even though I have never been out of the country in my life time so far. I don't remember what this little girl looked like either except that she was small, maybe 3,4 or even 5 years old..
We we're all happy standing there in one spot, after walking briefly, like in a circle around one another and I felt as if the little girl was just recently found by us. Brian was smiling and I seemed happy as the little girl was playful and happy. I think that I did have a camera with me but it was like I was not thinking about it, or something like that.
All of a sudden the little girl started running away from us like it was a game for her to do so. I could hear her laughing as she ran away. I suddenly felt that it was important that she remained with Brian and I, yet I just watched as she ran because it was a shock to me for some reason. Kind of like when something very unexpected happens yet you are to shocked to do anything about it. Brian then stated to me, "Kevin, go find her!". It was like I was granted permission to then go and bring her back to us, but why would any sane person need permission!? I then started running after her and the feeling of just how important she was started to over come me some how as I ran after her.
She was very quick but so was I, but as I came close to her she slowly became invisible, like that movie, "The Predator". I could still see her but it was like looking at moving water or waves of invisbility. I soon caught up with her and she then became herself again. She was just as happy as she was before she had ran away from us. I then looked around at the surroundings of where me and this little girl were and to find that me and this little girl we're in a very strange place. It was like a cave or an ancient building or maybe just an old building, I really don't know now.
To my surprise I could hear other children in shadows of this dark place. It was like I was in a trance because I was now shocked to know that there we're other children involved that are connected to the little girl and why me and Brian were also involved some how. The little girl with a smile then ran off again into the shadows, maybe to play with the other children I think. I then woke up remembering the same details of this dream, which you have now just read.
During the Dream Talk program
I mentioned some of this same this dream in relation to our guests research work on dreams, but I was afraid to go into details about it because i did not want to take away from what the guest (Bob Van De Castle) was talking about. After the program Brian told me that he had a similar dream, which is the reason in why I felt that I should document my dream here (I don't have a dream diary that I keep).
It is possible that my dream was about me and Brian being in Portugal and finding little Maddy alive, either way I hope she is soon found like all the other missing/abducted children around the world.